Backtracking

I haven’t been the best about updating this blog… mostly, because I’m not sure what I want this site to be. I’m not a professional photographer, I don’t have ton of sessions to blog. I’m also not a very good personal blogger… Most of the time, I just wonder ‘what is the point?’ Everything I would write has already been said. So mostly, this blog is a form of wandering. Just trying to explore and figure out where I’m supposed to end up…

Anyways, besides pondering my place in things, I’ve also been enjoying a lot of sweet family time lately. Jon took a few days of vacation this week so we’ve been having a nice little family staycation! Easy to do when you live in Hawaii. :)

Beautiful bubbles at the Children’s Discovery Center

Sea Life Park

This island is simply gorgeous! Makapu’u Lighthouse.

Hubby rode in the Century Ride, 100 miles in about seven hours. Crazy proud of him!

These are almost a month old now! I can’t believe how big my little man is getting!

 

 

 

Family Fun

One of the things I love about being a military family is all of the support we receive from individuals and organizations. Today, we were blessed with a family fun day put on by the Imagination Movers. Prior to the concert, I had never seen the show, but after an afternoon of jammin’ to their jives, it’s definitely something Aurora and I would check out!

We Can’t Wait to Meet You!

Meet Sonia, mama to be, and my other good friends. At the beginning of the month we threw her a ducky themed baby shower to celebrate the impending arrival of Mr. Kai Alexander. So precious. Can’t wait to meet the little man!

I love the emotion here, you are seriously glowing Sonia!

Almost too cute to eat… almost!

<3 teeny clothes

 

Quack!

Meet your future aunties, Kai!

 

 

 

Super Snapshots

Saturday we had the privilege to attend one of the most hero-rific birthday parties I’ve ever seen! Aurora’s dear friend, Ethan, is turning two soon, and to celebrate his mom went all out! Masks, capes and hero training galore, Tutt’s Superhero Academy was a BLAST!

I love taking snapshots of my kids, Aurora is usually immune to my cajoling attempts to get her to look at the camera. This time though, she obliged me with some eye contact!

I’ve been working on my editing skills. It’s still not perfect, but I spent a good deal of time removing the distracting elements in this shot and taking the background to black. It was actually an outdoor shot!

I’m pretty much in love with heavy handed black and white edits. Reminds me of vintage photojournalism. Maybe one day I will get to chase that dream!

Love E’s expression as he blows out the candles. Can’t beat a candid!

 

 

 

 

Tips to Inspire

I read a great article recently, where Digital Camera World interviewed over 50 photographers asking them what insight or advice they would give to other photogs. These were some of my favorite tidbits:

I love expressive portraits. This one is by Nick Danziger, a documentary photographer whose work I perused after reading the article.

1. Make sure people aren’t smiling. Otherwise you end up with a snapshot.

5. For candid shots, just keep persevering. Your luck will come in the end.

9. Try to engage with the subject. You have to like people to do my job. You need to look outside of the lens, get the relationship going, and only then take the photograph.

15. Think about combining the composition of the shot with the context of where you’re taking it. The two shouldn’t be separated.

62. Never stop learning about the endless subtleties of light.

64. Focus on the image and the emotion, and focus less on digital trickery.

95. Follow your obsessions and take chances. I wasn’t inhibited by the thought of anyone else’s photography.

108. Look at thousands of pictures of your area of speciality, and get to know your camera inside out.

115. Always shoot from the heart – photography’s like painting or composing music.

116. Learn from others; find your own voice. There’s a lot in photography that’s yet to be discovered.

133. Be an author of your own work, not merely an illustrator of other people’s ideas.

136. Don’t be afraid to take calculated risks and don’t compromise your vision just for financial gain.

143. Use a prime or fixed lens that best meets your needs. Leave your zoom at home… your lens must be your own eye.

146. If somebody dismisses your work as being too simple, be proud of it. One of the hardest things in art is to stay simple.

169. Be happy! Don’t imitate the news, show positive things. You don’t always have to show a harsh reality – photography’s a way of sharing joy.

190. The most important question to ask yourself is: what is a good image? If you can’t come up with any other answer apart from because people have told you what is good, go back to the start and do your own research.

192. Get to know art and the history of photography, so you don’t have to keep reinventing the wheel.

197. Have a viewpoint, and know why you are there.

198. Tread as lightly as possible and be respectful of your subject. It’s not about you, it’s about them.

199. Be sincere, in terms of photography and editing. Think about what you want to communicate, how you can do it justice.

200. Be playful – try to be like a child again. Try new ways of shooting and grow through your mistakes.

211. Don’t just fire off some frames and walk off. You often get the best shots of people by hanging around – after about  5 minutes, they forget you’re there.

216. I’m not a teacher, but remember that the success of each image depends on the emotional quotient of each person looking at it.

218. Don’t be afraid of interpreting reality according to your personal style.

220. Understand that the photo isn’t an end to itself but a means to understand the world around us.

There are 225 of these awesome tips from famous photographers, as well as links to their own portfolios. I am loving going through and looking at some of their work. It’s amazing how point of view translates through an image, the way they chose to frame, light, edit their subject. In so many areas, I feel like it’s all been said before, but not with photography. No one will ever capture the same shot twice. I just love this avenue of self expression and can’t wait to have the time to really delve in deep!

What were some of your favorite tips?

 

 

Individuals and Archetypes

From what I’ve seen of the art world, most of the focus is on the finished product. People stare at paintings in a gallery and try to interpret them from their own point of view. I’ve always found this puzzling, because I’m the sort of person who likes to know the artists’ intent. I want to know what they were feeling when they created their masterpiece. Were they analytically thinking it out, trying to embed a message to us future viewers, or were they just capturing what they felt at that moment?

I think back to my high school English classes and the plethora of novels we had to read. I really enjoyed reading, but I would get so caught up in the story that I would fail to pick up on the nuances that English teachers like to grade on. All of that symbolism and the allusions to greater things flew right over my head because I was only interested in the characters themselves, not who they were supposed to represent.

Ironically, I now have a degree to teach high school English. I’m not really interested in spending my time in a classroom right now, but throughout my college years, I did learn to appreciate both sides of that figurative coin. The characters are hugely important, you can’t tell a meaningful story without them, however, all of us also represent something bigger than ourselves. We’re all individuals as well as archetypes.

I find the same is true of photography. One of my (and many other people’s) favorite photos is the Afghan Girl, taken for National Geographic by Steve McCurry. Her eyes are so captivating, I want to know her, I do know her, I know nothing about her. She is everything all at once. Her story was tragic, a refugee living in Pakistan in 1984, McCurry snapped her portrait thinking that it would be just like all of the others he had taken that day. Unknowingly, he opened a gateway for many of us, to the Middle East. Millions have seen this photo and made a connection with those haunted green eyes. She is both an individual and an archetype for all those who have been displaced by war.

This is just a theory, but I think there is a missing link when we try to interpret art without the artist. I attempted a bit of googling on McCurry and found several basic biographies, but nothing very personal about him. He has traveled all over the world and enjoys photographing the human experience, especially in war torn countries. It’s clear that he has an eye for people, but what does he have a heart for? Does it matter?

The real question here is what is important when interpreting someone’s work, is it authorial intent or the reader’s response? Can art stand on it’s own without comment from it’s creator? Profound questions like this always make me think about the first Artist, God. He created the heavens and earth, the stars and the sea, everything– What would His point of view be? He gave us a literary masterpiece in the Bible, and it’s clear that authorial intent is far more important there than reader response. However, He also loves us immensely and didn’t create us to be emotionless robots. When he painted the first landscapes with dewy fields and flowers, I imagine he was doing so to evoke a response from his “reader”, i.e. to bring joy to humanity. It’s an interesting discussion, I’d love to know your thoughts.

And so, while I hope that my images can stand on their own, I also think that they will be enhanced if you know me and how my pictures came to be. I always find it comforting when art is relatable. Thus far, my kids are my greatest photographic inspiration. I have a two year old daughter, Aurora (Rora) and an eight month old boy, Grayson (Gray). They’re busy, and so am I! My husband, Jon, is in the Air Force, and we’re currently living in Hawaii. Sometime in the near future we’ll be off to Europe. It’s an exciting life we have planned for ourselves, one full of travel and adventure. I can’t wait to live in a new culture, meet the people, and of course, photograph them! Based on Pinterest images, I feel like all art originates in Europe. Perhaps my photos will immediately become more pretentious straight off the plane?

All jokes aside, I am looking forward to our next move. To delving in to someplace foreign in hopes of making it a little less foreign for someone else. The most important thing about McCurry’s image, is that he brought the Middle East to me, he made something relevant which wasn’t before. That is my hope, to share the profound joys and sorrows of this planet with others, in hopes of pointing them to the most relevant truth of all.